Learning, Love, Life, Us

Learning to understand others is hard, learning to love, to forgive, to forget and to move forward is hard.
Life is difficult, every obstacle that comes will make it hard, having an open mind to understand what to do and how to overcome it is hard.
Not being able to change what's given to you, and learning to move forward, having a mentally that will get you somewhere some day at some point in your life, getting to know someone and loving that person no matter the situation and not matter what had happened but learning to forgive is hard, knowing that you have forgiven but it's hard to forget.
Adapting to a new feeling, and feeling despair about it, now instead of you being the victim or the hurt one, you are the one hurting, you are the one that has not forgotten that ugly feeling that I might happen again, letting that feeling go it's the hard part, loving and trusting is hard.
The part that it was Us before is gone, no because there is no love but because the hurting that came with time, the feeling knowing that you will be gone!
This is a poison that it's spreading all over, killing what we have and what we had, our relationship is great friends, lovers, husband, wife....
The thought of losing your love and not believing in us, is a hard one, not knowing how to get you back is hard, life is hard, understanding is hard, not having you touch me, kiss me, and making me feel safe is hard.
The knowing you will not be there, and comprehending that our love might be dead, and not knowing our future is hard.
Learning to forget and not bringing it, to save us, life, learning and us is hard!